Thursday, December 27, 2007
i've really been reluctant to blog recently cos i know i might say some stuff tt make ppl upset.
i've learnt thru my own lesson n the mistakes i've done, but i just gotta own up and admit. Even tho blog is personal, but it is actually public and after saying so much ending with a 'sorry,hope you understand' is actually inflicting a second wound, if not, making the wound turn into a scar. A 'sorry' does not heal anything and it definitely cant remove scars.
after so much last night, i don't know how i should ever be natural and happy. but probably on ur side, u'll shrug it off and think tt "since u're so unhappy with me,i oso dun care lo." and start to have a cold war with me. typical, but definitely predictable.
fine. shant talk abt stuff like tt. its sad. and horribly ridiculous to recount what exactly happened.
im currently still searching for a name.. zzz i asked my new colleagues to give me a name since they dunno me well and might be a better judge in that. hahahahaha~ and guess what?
they're starting to call me OCEAN now. -.......- so many dots loh~~~i think ocean doesnt suit me. sounds a little... well. dunno leh. i want a name tts nore lively and not feminine names or cute names. brrrrrrrr. cant stand it.
today is weitian's birthday! happy birthday to you babe! hahaha~ hope you have an enjoyable birthday!! =D
alright... now looking very vry forward to the 31st stayover at jy hse.. =) so happening leh we. =)
hmmmm.... work's been quite boring, but got some new task to do today till some more days later. hmm i wish i can get a contract with a sec sch for relief teaching. HOPEFULLY PRSS pleasE!!!
alright. nothing much to blog liao. miss my friends n stuff, esp eddie n his botak head! lol~ have been sms-ing him so it's still fine lah.
oki... hope to see the rest soon, jy oso! nv see her recently. hahaha. oki... gotta go le...meanwhile, merry christmas! (christmas is a 12-day affair!!!)
-when are you
coming back? ;
